“By oneself is evil done;
by oneself is one defiled.
By oneself is evil left undone;
by oneself is one made pure.
Purity and impurity depend on oneself;
no one can purify another.”
— Buddha Shakyamuni
About external Lucifers and saviours : keep in mind, we are here to be of service, ayahuasca is here to be of service, all the the tools and techniques to bring you to awareness, but path must be walked by your self. Do not look for the blame anymore than you would look for blame when you trip over stone or root on the path. You should not blame the stone, and you should not even blame your foot, or your self – it is just a lack of awareness, try again, and laugh at your fall. Everything else is a distraction from walking, including attachment to a destination.
“The truth of egolessness
is not that nothing exists.
It’s that you can let go—
truly let go—
without immediately
building another shell.
Egolessness is the trust
to not rebuild at all.
It is psychological freshness,
a raw and luminous healthiness
that arises from stopping.
And this truth
can only be known
through meditation.”
— Chögyam Trungpa